January 6 2025 - Expensive jewelry hates me

Man!! What is up with me and valuable things??! Especially jewelry. It's like I came to this earth on a contract of losing absolutely every single valuable jewelry that I would ever come across in my life. 

It's like valuable jewelry is allergic to me. Like they rather live in the dirt, or a river, or the sand of the beach, or in my shoe and later by the rocks, or take a mystery fall down my sweater to another dimension never to be seen again.. 

The earring earlons passed down from generation to generation in my mothers family. According to her, I don't know what number of grand grand grand grandfathers down the line,  who was working on a mine of diamonds or something like this, made the earrings for his wife and they were passed down. To me. Before I was even 15!!! Like come on!! I blame my mother on this one. No who doesn't know me understands what I mean by that. But my mother did know!! of course I asked her to give them to me. But she agreed!!!! She would agree to that, but not agree to let me go to a party, or watch TV past 8 pm. but she would give me this important earrings. Honestly!!

I lost these earrings sooooo many times. They were the stress of the family and friends. These are only the times I remember when I lost them. I was riding a horse, and lost them in the field. Spent all afternoon looking for them, and found it. I lost them in the sand by the beach, at sunset!! and we looked for sooo long and found them. I took them off and put them on a shoe to swim by the river. Then I came back, put my shoe on, and walked towards the bus stop. I felt something bothering me in the feet, so I took the shoe off, shocked it, put the shoe back on and kept walking to the bus stop. All of the sudden I put my hands in my ears and I got cold when they were empty. Then like a flash, all images come back to me in a rewind mode of me walking back from the bus stop to the moment I shock my shoes. I ran back to the place, searched. Me and my friends (there were always victims of these incidents with me, who had to search for very long hours) and I found them.

At some point I lost one that I was never found and only had one left. This started my next curse in my life and that would be I always lose one earring from the pair. Anyways. I was holding on tight to this last one until one day, sitting on a bunk bed, I was removing a sweater. I feel the earring falling off. I remove this sweeter gently from my head and search for the earring on the bed, the sweeter, my clothes, the floor. And just like that. I never saw the last earring ever again. He just went to another earth. 

This reminded me that I actually ate my first earrings, solid gold “Dormilonas”, when I was a baby. They recuperate them as you can imagine, but I would lose them again, eventually. Don't remember how. 

Then my mother gave me the necklaces her father gave her. A solid gold necklace. Super beautiful and meaningful. How could she give me that? After I lost her earrings!!!! I lost that too!!!

My cousin gave me a solid gold belly button piercing. I lost that too. 

My other cousin gave me a couple of solid gold ankle bracelets and other jewelry … I lost that too.

My brother gave me a solid gold bracelet. I lost that too.

My father gave me sooooooooooo many valuable watches. There was a running joke in the family of how long this watch was gonna last. 

And other jewelry that well… is not known in the family yet that I lost it. So, I don't want to make it public.

Another gold necklace from my father. Mysteriously lost. 

The funny joke I think is that I have this “dream”, for some unfathomable reason, of this romantic guy that would give me these earrings, or necklaces, or ring or something special. Like this romantic and meaningful and unique gesture.… but… I mean… knowing my history. He would have to weld it to my body if it was a necklace or bracelet. Otherwise, the fate of this unique romantic jewelry present is bound to be lost. 

OR!!! OR!!! Maybe it is like a story from princess book. This is my curse, and I will know who my true love is, when he gives me this jewelry that I will never lose! 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

If one day I get married and have a ring. I should tell him in advance and apologize for the potential loss of this ring. Almost assured loss of this ring. I should warn him to not buy anything expensive. The cheapest the better chances. And even that is not guaranteed. 

This doesn't even account for the so many other valuable things I would lose. Or I would get stolen. LIke my shoes, two times. Very expensive shoes. People here wouldn't understand. Because these shoes cost my mom the equivalent of 4, 5 salaries. I had all my clothes stolen once. All my belongings. And had to come back home, doing autostop, in tiny bikinis on a highway. 

Later in life as an adult… I kept losing important things, or being stolen things, or being scammed from things. 

Hmmm… But the jewelry… I really wonder. 

It's a total mystery to me. 

The reason I started writing this now is because the curse is back. Last christmas I lost 24 000 us dollars. But this was a decision, so I won't make it count. This christmas I was scammed 1400 dollars. And right after I lost one of my only very expensive earrings. Again!!!! That I had bought just one month ago. This brought back memories.

And such is the mystery... yet to be solved.